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[nny]

Anon commenting on, IP logging off.

Tell me a secret.

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[(Anonymous)]

I'm a member of bad_rpers_suck and I've bitched about Milliways.

[(Anonymous)]

I actually still like you like you, despite not wanting to.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

*laughs*

I imagine the same is true of half the players.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Christ, why?

You poor sod.

*hugs*

[(Anonymous)]

I like it when the rest water comes out . . .

[(Anonymous)]

I might be just slightly in love with you.

[(Anonymous)]

And now I feel stupid because someone else said it first. :facepalm

[villainny.livejournal.com]

My mouth is currently flooding with it. :D?

[villainny.livejournal.com]

... um. Blimey.

Thank you?





It unnerves me a little that I haven't the slightest clue who this is. XD

[(Anonymous)]

I'm really, really scared.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Oh, crap. I know the feeling, I get it a lot. What're you scared of/about?

(can I help?)

[(Anonymous)]

I feel like, no matter how much I love my major (something you've asked me about before), I will always get fucked over because it's not Computer Science or International Studies or something that's 'marketable and useful'.

My major is useful, damnit, and every time someone says it's 'cute but pointless' I want to cry. Or hit them. But usually cry.

[(Anonymous)]

Days like today make me think it is totally okay just to drop out of college and be a hermit for the rest of my life.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

I want to do a masters in religious studies, so I kinda get where you're coming from. Fuck them. Seriously, fuck them. I let people mocking me decide me about whether to do religious studies or english language, and as a result the only thing that preserved my sanity at uni was milliways. The degree is what counts, not what it's in. It says a lot about you, when you've got it - that you're determined, you see things through, you're bright... degrees can be adapted to what you want to do, it doesn't have to be the other way around.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Do you mind being half a hermit? So I can come too?

[(Anonymous)]

Just being a failure, having to work a desk job all my life, never really being competent at anything.

You know what I'd really like to do? I'd like to be disabled or on welfare and not have much money but not have to do anything for it either. That's so embarrassing to admit and belittling to people who are on disability, but it's true. Mostly because I don't trust myself to ever earn a living on my own merit.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Okay, really really really genuinely know the feeling. I have felt like that for most of my life, especially my realistic moments when I accept the fact I'm never going to write anything good. But then one day it just clicked for me - that I wanted to be a teacher - and since then everything's been drifting me in the right direction.

I pretty much believe in a kind of Taoist perspective, from what I understand about it. If you're headed in the right direction, life'll let you know. And if you're not, try something else.

About the desk job thing? I know, that scared me too. What might help is taking a look at a job search website or something, take a look at the huge variety of jobs that are available. Like, my friend's doing a Masters in environmental engineering. My other friend's looking into doing a Masters in conservation, doing a hands-on job that way. It's amazing how many jobs you don't even know exist until you look for them.

[geno0823.livejournal.com]

I recently got out of a cult that was headed by a guy who said he was Neo from The Matrix, sent to this world to keep the robots from taking over here. I still sort of half-believe that he was telling the truth. I was in it for a year and a half...I really should have known better. I still should.

(Note: I'm posting from a shared, semi-anonymous account because my computer won't let me post real anonymous. But this is someone who actually is a real person and has you as an LJ friend on their own account.)

[(Anonymous)]

That's what scares me, I think. I've looked and applied and looked and applied. I have a Master's already. Nobody wants to hire me for the job I want to do, I guess.

[copperbadge.livejournal.com]

That's amazing. Kudos to you for getting out! But in all honesty, that's such an interesting story. I don't know about Nny but I for one would love to hear more about it.

(Because I am a voyeur. No offence intended. It really is great that you got yourself out of there!)

[(Anonymous)]

I have a crush on someone on my flist. I think she's absolutely wonderful. The thing is, I'm also a girl, and I'm pretty sure she's 100% straight.

[(Anonymous)]

I feel flat and empty and afraid of being anything other than that, because it hurts too much to be disappointed when it turns out that people aren't capable of being as good as I wish they were. Especially myself.

I'm not old enough to be an adult. I can't do this grown up thing.

I wish I weren't afraid of everything.

I had to give this to someone, and I figured what the hell, might as well be someone I don't actually know.

[(Anonymous)]

Memes like this depress the hell out of me. I really just need to not read them.

[(Anonymous)]

I've never been happier but sometimes I want to give it all up.

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I think no one will ever love me! Then I say to myself, to be fair, self, you haven't exactly been going around falling in love with people left and right either. Perhaps it's one of those give-and-take things. But then I think, I have loved and lost! Or not lost, because I didn't actually ever have in the first place, so the prerequisite for loss was not present. Anyway the inevitable conclusion is that I will DIE ALONE, which is quite sad really when you think about it.