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[nny]

Necessary trade-off; coherence versus lack of pain, and today I've gone for coherence which makes me useless for everything else. I can understand the book I'm reading, but because of that I can't do much else apart from reading a book because it hurts. I made it downstairs once today, at least, but then proceeded to have a fight with my sister and come back upstairs to cry, and the fight was more about how much I ache and how she's tired from school than anything real and concrete and lacking in lame. Likewise: most days I can deal with things she has and I never did, by virtue of her being the youngest, but today I'm stroppy and sulky and generally pretty damned unpleasant to be around. I'm doing that thing where I'm posting for fear you'll forget me if I don't, but the substance of the post is dull and repetitive and the more likely of the two options to drive you away.

Annoying, isn't it?

Possibly I should just put this journal into hibernation until the weather's warmer.

Comments

[blueeyedtigress.livejournal.com]

You're not boring nor dull, 'Nny. But I wish it were possible to make you a nice pot of tea from Over Here. And somehow pour it through the internet, so. Unlikely. But still.

What's the current prognosis on this pain Just Going Away? Or your getting stronger painkillers that don't muddy your brain, at least ...?

Poor 'Nny! Hugs or manly shoulder-pats, as appropriate for current 'Nny mood.

[tropes.livejournal.com]

I wish you wouldn't. I feel like this is my only lifeline to you right now. <3

[midnight-violet.livejournal.com]

Nny. I love you. if you need to stop posting, im not going to forget your there. Conversely, i care how you're doing, and that includes-maybe especially includes, when things aren't going well. It takes a hell of a lot to drive me away, and you ain't even in its vague direction.

(Here, have some internet homemade soup and crumpets, in a vain attempt to make up for over-intense commenting.)

[vimeslady.livejournal.com]

Please don't put your journal into 'hibernation'. I would miss you terribly. When things are bad I feel helpless, but I will always listen and give hugs. And when bright and shiny things happen in your life, it makes me feel like cheering.