When it first happened to me... or. Actually, when I first admitted it happened to me, 'cos there was a bit of repression there first, which I guess undermines my point. I was gonna say I was okay about it when I was 18 and working behind a bar and just got a really strong feeling of 'yes, I would like to sleep with that woman' but then I remembered falling in love with my friend when I was about 11 and getting a bit freaked out about it. XD I've definitely got more gay as I get older, so I guess allowing myself to be bi has made more of a difference than I'd thought. My biggest fear was always my mum finding out, so telling her did me a lot of good, even though it visibly makes her nervous.
And enough rambling about me! Girls are pretty, pretty things and breasts are just fabulous. You're lucky in that you've got the whole slashy-livejournal-friendslist thing, which makes realisations like this a hell of a lot easier, I've found. I mean, I didn't have livejournal when I faced the fact I was bi, but I had been in fandom since I was 13, so I grew up with this really skewed perspective (according to society) about how relatively okay gayness was. So I was like... hunh. Okay! Where my mum was like... I don't want your life to be difficult! D:
So yeah... I talk to much about myself, who's surprised? All I will say further to that is that I'm totally all for it. Obviously. I vote for sticking your face in her cleavage. :D!
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Date: 2006-11-30 06:50 am (UTC)And enough rambling about me! Girls are pretty, pretty things and breasts are just fabulous. You're lucky in that you've got the whole slashy-livejournal-friendslist thing, which makes realisations like this a hell of a lot easier, I've found. I mean, I didn't have livejournal when I faced the fact I was bi, but I had been in fandom since I was 13, so I grew up with this really skewed perspective (according to society) about how relatively okay gayness was. So I was like... hunh. Okay! Where my mum was like... I don't want your life to be difficult! D:
So yeah... I talk to much about myself, who's surprised? All I will say further to that is that I'm totally all for it. Obviously. I vote for sticking your face in her cleavage. :D!